My Diabetes consultant has been really great and happy with my control the first three months after my test i was 8.1 and my 2nd test in Decemeber was 6.5 so its getting better and i feel really amazing,

i've had so much support from specialist nurses, dieticians my GP and family so i guess i'm extremely lucky, but i do know first hand how bad it can be if you don't look after yourself my one aunt died from diabetes not treating it right was the worst thing she could do and thats what she did. My fiance would never allow me to do that to myself and i don't think i could allow myself to do that to myself, i guess i'm a survivor

now i'm sounding all philosophical O.o