My name is Tammy and I have been diabetic for 17 years. I am Type I and no one in my family has diabetes. I just recently ended a 16 year career in pharmaceuticals and need to get involved with other diabetics for the first time. I am going to a doc. appointment (1.5 hours away) to get a pump and CMG. I am nervous that it is a mistake for me, but I need to take the plunge.