I guess I am kind of getting tired of this disease and I want to here from other people with the same problems. I can't talk to anyone about these issues, the doctor's don't really understand the "living with it" part of the disease. Things don't always go as planned and to be honest I see a lot of post's on this site where people kind of pad their stats. For example" I checked my sugar at 2 am and it was 90", to me that is padding, because there are some 2 am's that are not 90. I don't have a standard formula, everyday is different, I can have 90 at 2am one morning and then the next morning it could be 40 or 300. If i miss my mark, high or low, I have problems. I wish I could find a Support group locally so I could talk/network with people with the same problems. I know what to do to get my BG under control, but I do not always feel like dealing with it.