Welcome to the forum. It may not be as bad as you think it is once you find out more about it. Lots of folks here with very good advise. You need to give more info about you and your diabetes to get it rolling. What type you got, how long, what you doing for it, etc. Ask any question, someone here has the right answer - from experience.
You may never be truly glad you are on this forum, no one is, but you will be glad you found them. I would have never changed what I thought to be healthy ways before finding out about having Diabetes and after, until I found them. I think they have already added years to my life even had I not had to deal with D. I certainly would not have looked for a change without it.