Hello and welcome, Irvy. The biggest strength you have in controlling this disorder is making up your mind once and for all. Once you decide it is necessary (and it IS necessary if you wish to avoid VERY serious complications in the future), the frequent testing, dietary restrictions, careful monitoring of your meds, all become tools at your disposal for combating the disease.
Tell us more about yourself and how you manage . . . do you take insulin? What kind of diet do you eat? What is your exercise regimen? There is great support here, and whatever questions you have, ask away. We're here for you!