Hi Jamie - welcome to the forum. I can relate to the diagnosis being a shock, but the good thing about you jumping online, reading, and talking to real people with diabetes, is that it will take the boogey-man out of it. Knowledge is not only power, but comforting.
You don't have diabetes because you're 30 lbs overweight. Go to this excellent site -
Blood Sugar 101 - and click on "You did not eat your way to diabetes" - then while you're there, browse around to jump start your education.
Do you know what your numbers are? How did you find out you have diabetes? Did your doctor make any recommendations? Do you have a blood glucose meter for testing? This isn't an inquisition, but will be helpful in learning more about you so we can give feedback, and answer questions you must have.
You'll be fine. Making a few changes (cutting carbs is primary) will both help manage your diabetes and make you healthier in general.
Glad you joined us - take a deep breath, it's all going to be okay. Honest.
